Perutusan oleh YAB Amad

Ya tuan2 dan puan2, dalam 2jam lagi kita akan menyambut tahun baharu 2009!

Poyo je..hehe. Em. First of all, post ni merupakan post ke 52 aku untuk tahun ni. Nasib baik dapat surpass 51 post tahun lepas. Huh. Tahun baru dah dekat. Sama2lah kite beristifar sejenak ok.

Tahun 2008.

365 hari = 8760 jam = 525600 minit = 31536000 saat! Satu hari kita rasa lambat. Tapi secara tidak sedar, satu hari tu akhirnya menjadi 365 hari. Rugilah kepada mereka yang tidak menyedari. Setiap saat itu kita perlu pergunakan sebaiknya. Hargailah masa lapangmu sebelum masa susahmu. Tahun 2008 ini pasti kita ade kenangan pahit manisnya..kan? Sendirilah tahu. Mungkin ada yang orang lain tak perlu tahu..atau rahsia..who know? Tapi kalau rasa nak kongsi, dipersilakan komen nanti ya.

Tahun 2009.

Alhamdulillah, Allah yang maha kaya mengurniakan kita umur yang panjang. Untuk kita nikmati kehidupan ini tetapi dalam pada waktu yang sama tidak lupa untuk beribadat kepada-Nya. Untuk tahun baru ini, kawan2 ada azam baru tak! Mine is I want to do my best to fullfil my obligation as a slave to Allah, son to my parents, student, friend to my friends and lover to my love. What next is to have a damn good tough determination and not just half way determination! That's my azam. So yours are?

Suddenly I found something to share with you guys:
- People always tend to forget where they come from, who are they.
- Positive attitude give influence to your future
- Negative thinker?Nah..try to erase it okay
- Ego is nothing! "Muhasabah" your self. Ego make you suffer.
- Give more, expect less. Always be forgiving.
- Don't badmouth someone if you jelous his/her greatness. Instead, try to be one.
- Be friends to everyone. Accept them.
- Live your Life to the Fullest!!

[Di TaG ]

Di tag oleh Imah..aiy0o! Nak tag sape ek pasni!

1. What are you wearing right now?
Bajula! Takkan xpakai kot! Sejuk mlm2 bute ni..hehehe..

2. What is (are) your favourite colour?
Purple still the best. But perhaps navy blue n gray also fantastic.

3. Who is your first best friend?
Kawan time primary school dulu..lme xcontact =(

4. Any book that you read currently?
Al- Quran

5. Anyone that you miss currently?
My love n my three cats at home

6. What is your favourite TV show?
I seldom watch TV anyway. But I always watch drama/movie at my laptop =D

7. Three things that you are passionate about?
Nescafe-o panass, finishing assignment, makann!

8. One simple word to describe yourself?
Happy! See I'm smiling? (^_____^)v

Maybe I'm a Star!

Switchfoot - Stars

Maybe I've been the problem, maybe I'm the one to blame
But even when I turn it off and blame myself, the outcome feels the same
I've been thinking maybe I've been partly cloudy, maybe I'm the chance of rain
Maybe I'm overcast, and maybe all my lucks washed down the drain

I've been thinking 'bout everyone, everyone you look so lonely

But when I look at the stars, when I look at the stars
When I look at the stars I see someone else

When I look at the stars, the stars
I feel like myself

Stars looking at our planet wathcing entropy and pain
And maybe start to wonder how the chaos in out lives could pass as sane
I've been thinking bout the meaning of resistance, of a hope beyond my own
And suddenly yhe infinite and penitent begin to look like home

I've been thinking 'bout everyone, everyone you look so empty

But when I look at the stars, when I look at the stars
When I look at the stars I see someone else

When I look at the stars, the stars
I feel like myself


Sejak aku datang ke Melaka lepas cuti raye Haji aritu, angin selalu je kuat wo0oo~ Best sgt2. Malam tak bukak kipas pun aku kene pakai sweater. Bayangkan betapa kuatnye angin. Sesungguhnya, angin itu ciptaan Allah. Sama2lah kita mengambil iktibar. =D


I'm in not a good mood..
Feel like something wrong..
Something that I could not understand..
But I'm afraid to tell it..
It may affect my current life..


Hi Everyone!

Last week I attended the beach training for my Taekwondo class (co-curriculum class).
The training will not make you fell tired, but it make you feel the pain at the whole of your body.

One of the things we've done are learning to fall ahead and backward. You stand straight, then you fall by your both hand protect your face and body. The impact is on your both hand. As we do it on "pasir", many of our hands became "merah" already and feel pain in the bone. But that's for learning purpose, so we got to do that. Many more practice had been done by us. At the end of the training session, many of us "die" painful!

Below are some part of the training. Hehehe..

Beside learning to fall, we also learn something like what the picture above show. The truth is, in martial arts, we learn to protect our self, to finish our attacker, not to fight with someone. It makes you learn to be more discipline and more confident in your life. That's all for now guys. Thanks for reading.


A common Football formation:


2 strikers
4 Midfielders
4 Defenders

and.. a Goalie

What's next? What is all about 4-4-2? Wait and see. Coming up on next post! =D


Selamat Hari Raya Haji.

Waktu2 macam ini ialah waktu yang bagus untuk berdoa kawan2. Ambillah keberkatannya. Semoga kita sentiasa dilimpahi rahmat-Nya. Aminn. Sesungguhnya yang baik datang daripada Allah s.w.t. dan yang tidak baik datang daripada kelemahan kita sendiri. Sama2lah kita mempertingkatkan ilmiah dan ibadat kita. Biarlah Islam tetap mekar hingga keakhirnya.



I am finally at my sweet home.

About 7 days before this day had come, I experienced the most busy days for this whole trimester. Two midterm exams, 1 lab session and 1 makes me go crazy! As the assignment is too difficult to accomplish, so I just submit the unfinished one la!

But above off all, I should be a little happy because those two midterm exams were not so hard to do. Gladly my preparation, motivation and "hati yang terang" help me a lots. Alhamdulillah..

Now, in 4 days, what I'm gonna do before I go to campus again. Suggest please!

Gratitude in Life

I spend all my days here the same way,
chilling out, relaxed and unconcerned.
There are so many things to do,
a lot of them impossible for me.

It’s totally overwhelming,
but I’m always ready to do what I can
because everyone has a smile on their face.

I may not say it very often,
but I really am grateful for my family and friends.
The time we spend together is so special,
I could never replace any of them.

We’ve got this moment, we’ve got each other,
stopping, standing and laughing together.
I’m so thankful, I could cry.

This feeling is so wonderful,
it makes today seem like a wild dream.
I promise you, I’ll never forget it, my precious ones,
who laugh with me, support me,
and keep me going.

Ore wa komettogaaa!

Live a WonderfuL LiFe guYs~!!

I'm sorry..

To love someone, you'll need to love yourself first.

It's hard to understand the meaning, but once you "experience" it, you'll know better.

To love, it need faith, believe and respect that born from the willingness of your pure heart.

Time will heals everything. A deep relationship is only gets stronger with time.

Ti amo senorita!

P0ciTiV aTTiTuT


That's how life works isn't? So don't be lazy lah! \(^^)/



Pernahkah kita menjumpai seseorang yang sempurna dari sudut pandangan kita? Sempurna seperti dia rupawan, bijaksana dan berketrampilan? Well, everyone has their own taste and thoughts. Tapi perlu diingat, tiada orang sempurna didunia ini. So how to find one?

"Albert Einstein - Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love"

In love, sempurna is means as saling melengkapi antara satu sama lain. We know that no one is perfect, but when two heart are bound together and create a tie, a new heart is born. That heart then lead to perfections.

"You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her"

"The world is a puzzle and we're two pieces that fit perfectly together"

Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah

Kau membuat diriku akan selalu memujimu

Disetiap langkahku

Kukan selalu memikirkan dirimu

Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku

Takkan mampu menghadapi semua

Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku

Kau adalah jantungku

Kau adalah hidupku

Lengkapi diriku

Oh sayangku, kau begitu

Sempurna... Sempurna...

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh

Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua

Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku

Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku

Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna...

Kelun - Chu Bura (Space)

Chu-bura ima kimochi wo kakaete
Kyou mo ki ga nagaresugitayuku
Kimi wo mitsumeru tabi komiageru

Omoi mo naku tsutaerare nanimo naa

Itsunomanika, wasureteita

Namida ga umare no basho wo tamotte

Saa, mabuta o akete

Sono namida koushiki kae ni


Sono te ni todoku you ni

Omoidashitanda kimi no uta wo
Setsunaku no omou kimochi wo

Onaji dorama wo nandomo miteru

Kyou mo naa sonna ki ga shiteta zutto

Kimi ga warattekureta shunkan ni

Atarashii sutourii ga hajimatta

Chu-bura rin na aseta hibi ga

Irozuiteiku no ga wakattanda
Saa mabuta o akete

Kodoku ni surikaeteta nakushiteta yuuki wo

Kono te ni kakageyou
Koraeteta namida

Ima omoidashita kara

Kimi no te o nigitte

Monogatari wa hajimaru

Aikusen no yoru wo

Koete ima koko ni iru
Kizutsutette ii sa

Ima tsukae wo

Saa mabuta wo akete

Hitoride de furueteita

Kimi no te o nigitte

Omoi wo tsutaerunda

Omoidashitanda kimi no uta o

Setsunaku no omou kimochi o

Hadaka no mama no kororo o

I hold feelings that are suspended in space,
Today, time is passing by too much
Every time I stare at you, my heart is fills

With thoughts but I still can't convey them well

Without realizing it, I forgot

To follow the place where tears are produced

Now, open your eyes

To those tears conversely

Let it fly
In order to reach that hand

I remember your song
And painfully thinking about your feelings

I've watched this drama so many times?

I always felt just like that
The moment you gave me a smile

A new story began

The faded days, hanging suspended in space

I knew they were filling with color

Now open your eyes

Replace your loneliness with something more

Find your lost courage, and hold it high!

I've remembered now the tears
I was holding back

I'll take your hand and our story will begin

Aah, I passed a thousand nights to arrive here

It's OK to get hurt, say it now!
Now, open your eyes
You were shaking alone
And I grabbed your hand in order to tell you my feelings

I remember your song

And painfully thinking about your feelings

With my naked heart

P/s: Taken from Bleach Opening song

Before the Battle


Life goes on. Another step is taken to paint the future. Me, I'm proud to be alive to face new challenges! I dare to take the risk as long as my aim fulfilled. My targeted GPA for this trimester - 1st class. Nothing is impossible. Ganbatte ikimasho!

What now is how to attain it? Well, it depends on "instinct" to determine which ways are the best. For me, a brilliant thinking that is "kena minat subjek tu" is a basic core to every success. It let you have the behavior to learn more and more, to feel that no time to waste to understanding the thing interested. Let's rock! Live your life to the fullest baby! Good Luck Guys!

Wise Man

"Love is friendship set to music."
~E. Joseph Crossmann~

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength,
While loving someone deeply gives you courage.
~Lao Tzu~

Five Stars!

Yo!I had just finished watching Bleach movie - Diamond Dust Rebellion.

Well, I really loves to watch this anime. Bleach is different from other animes. In Bleach the characters when fighting will use zanpaktou@katana@ken (sword) and their zanpaktou have names. The zanpaktou power is different with each other zanpaktou. There are two states of release of the zanpaktou that are; shikai (1st release) and bankai (2nd release). One who obtains bankai are so powerful. Besides that, in Bleach every characters has their own status. The higher the power they has, the higher status they has.

Bleach Diamond Dust Rebillion preview.

In this Bleach movie, the battle is mainly focus on Hitsugaya Toushiro (11th Captain) and his ex-classmate Kusaka Soujirou. They both used to be best friends until..

Kusaka and Hitsugaya seems to wield same zanpaktou - Hyourinmaru. And since the law of Soul Society permits that only one shinigami can yield one zanpaktou at a time, so they had executed Kusaka to let Hitsugaya to have the zanpaktou. Meanwhile, Kusaka manage to alive and try to revenge to the Soul Society. He had obtain the King's Key and gather an unstopable power.

So the fierce battle began to protect the Soul Society. All 13 Gotei Protection squad are assigned to that mission. The captains, vice-captains all together joining forces to eliminate the Soul Society enemy - Kusaka Soujirou. Below, "hot" oyaji (gramps), Madarame Ikkaku with his bankai, Kuchiki Byakuya with his annihilation (bankai) and Abarai Renji with his bankai.

And not forgetting the main character in Bleach - Kurosaki Ichigo & Kuchiki Rukia. Kurosaki with his bankai release and hollow transformation, Kuchiki Rukia with her zanpaktou release.

The battle was so chaos. It get to your nerves as you watch it (if you really love to watch Bleach). In the end, the battle is over. Kusaka lost in the battle. But the stories continues. And for Hitsugaya, Kusaka will always be his best ever friend.

For me, Bleach is not just an anime. The element of friendship is really common in this anime. It talks about what are friends? What are they meant to us? To fight together with them. To win together with them. To protect them. And true friends never fade..Umm..well, that is my short review on Bleach Diamond Dust Rebillion movie. You got to see it to believe it. And once you see it, I hope you like it same as I do. Good Luck guys! Waiting for next Bleach movie called - Fade to Black : I call Your Name. Perhaps Kuchiki Rukia will be the main focus in this movie. (^^)

OpeN Up YouR MinD

Evening of 15th October 2008

It's a nice evening. Rain had just stop a while ago. The wind's cold. But it's fun! My final examination is finally put a dot today. No more exams, no more frustrating mood, no more tension! I'm now free! Yehaaa..endra andre~ hehe.

As the exams is over, the things to do now is pray for a good result. I hope I can at least reach my targeted pointer this trimester. But the most important thing is to pass! What the.. Whatever it is, let us pray to Him, with humble and istiqamah. May our results are good. Ameen.

Time to have a peace of mind for 3 weeks. Before having a "war" of mind later.

Friends! I want to be a superman! Need any help? Just roger2 okay? Hehe. See ya~

To my love, I miss u so much..

Selamat Hari Raya =D

Hari ni saye balik kawan2!

Balik ke kampung tercinte. Dah dekat 2 bulan tak balik. Sape tak rindu? Tapi lepas raye nanti ade final exam! Waaaaaa..apekan daye. Balik cuti ni kenalah study2. Bagi kawan2 seangkatan, jgnlah malas sgt ye. Raye tu raye jugak. Study tu future kite. Jgn abaikan ye.

Dikesempatan ini, saye nak mintak maap kalau ade salah dan silap saye sama kamu semua. Terkasar bahase ke, tersilap perlakuan ke..secare sedar atau sengaja. Mintak maaflah ye. Semoga kite berjumpe lagi di masa akan datang.

Selamat Hari Raya! Maaf zahir & batin.

Hanya Kau..

Lagu: Hanya Kau yang Mampu
Penyanyi: Aizat

Ku cuba redakan relung hati,
Bayangmu yang berlalu pergi,
Terlukis di dalam kenangan,
Bebas bermain di hatiku..

Cerita tentang masa lalu,
Cerita tentang kau dan aku,
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan,
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku..

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan kau pergi,
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati,
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir,
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Aku cinta ooohhh..
Aku cinta oooo…

Lirik die spt ckp die sgt perlukan seseorang dalam hidupnye. Seseorang yg sgt die cintai.. hanya dengan seseorang itu die mampu berubah,mampu hidup kembali dengan semangat baru..

Hari ke-17

Pejam celik pejam celik dah masuk hari ke 17 kita puase ye. Makin dekat nak abes bulan yg pernuh berkat ni. Hm. Marilah kite perbanyakkan ibadat2 kite dekat2 nak akhir Ramadhan ni. Kan org selalu ckp, bile makin akhir Ramadhan, makin byk keistimewaannye..spt malam lailatuqadar..n so on. Jgnlah kite busy sgt nak sambut raye smpai lupe nak ibadat. Semoga kite sentiasa dilimpahi rahmat-Nya. Ameen.

To my MMUians student,

The "cuti raya" is near. Tak sabar2 kan! But, after that we will facing the "final exam raya". Huhu. So during this period of time, make use all your free time to prepare for the final exams. Finish up that "bunch of assignments" fast! So that you get a lot of free time. Don't malas2 ye. Puasa is not to make we weak, instead it will make us stronger. Show up to your self! You can do it!

Rindu kat mak!

Alhamdulillah...dah 10 hari kite puase ye. Kawan2 ade yg tinggal puase tak? Well, kalo kite sumbunyi pun, Allah ttp mengetahuinye. Puase bkn kerana ikot org, ikot bulan, ikot kebiasaan, tapi kite puase kerana Allah.. Kite patut rase jiwa kite dekat dengan-Nya. Semoga kite mendapat keberkatan-Nya. Aminn.

Ade 2 mggu lebih lagik budak2 MMU akan cuti raye. Tak sabar weh! Aku dah rindu sgt kat kampung and suasananye. Bukak pose kat sini mmg lain kat kg kan? Kat kg suasana lagi lain..sbb halaman sendiri, pastu berbuke ngan family lak. Waaaa..rindunye aku! Sbb tu tak sabar2 nak balik nih! Dapat puase 5,6 ari kat kg pon jadilah. Hehe..

Tapi yg tak bestnye, raye 3 hari je..pastu kena dtg MMU balik, sbb ade final exam! Hay0o0o0.. Mmg akan jadi stress out lah sket. Hmm. So, kenalah prepare sebyk mgkin sblm cuti raye nnt dan time kat umah(tak tau la jadi study ke tak).

Jadi kwn2, study hard ok? Kenalah rajin2 selalu. Tapi igt jugak kepada-Nya. Mcm mane nak perbykkan ibadat kite. Terawih kalo boleh jgn tinggal. Sekian. Wassalam.

"In a difficult situation, lies an easy solution" - Amad Einstein

I Love Ramadhan!

Salam semua!

Alhamdulillah. Dah 2 hari kite berpuasa ye. Best tak puasa! Di bulan puasa ni, pahala mencurah2 datangnya, cuma kite sahaja yang perlu rajin menadahnye. :D

Puasa mmg mmberikan kite ketenangankan? Banyak masa yg terluang dibulan Ramadhan ni. Dalam masa2 yg terluang tu, jgnlah kite sia2kan..byk2kan lah ibadat ye. Mungkin hari ini kite buat sikit2 dulu, tapi besok lusa kite gandakan lagi. Ingat pesan Rasulullah s.a.w. , dalam beribadat kite perlu istiqamah yakni berterusan. Barulah sentiasa mendapat keberkatan-Nya disamping iman kite pun semakin bertambah2kan?

Oklah. Saye nak mintak maaf kalo ade salah silap ye...silap kate ke, perbuatan ke, tak blanje korang makan ke..hehehe. Moga kite lalui bulan Ramadhan ni dengan tabah, istiqamah dan penuh bertaqwa kepada-Nya. Segala yang baik datang drpd Allah s.w.t. Kite hanya hamba-Nya yang lemah. Dia lah tempat kite memohon perlindungan. :D

Happy Birthday to....

19th August - my birthday

Happy belated birthday to myself..
Here I am. Sitting on my small blue chair...hoping for someone to wish me happy bithday. But as time past by, just several of them.. hampeh. It's not a bad day for me neither a good day for me. On this day, I'm not craving for a gift, but some where in my heart, I just wishing someone to remember my birthday..and that's just fine.

22th August - my girlfriend birthday

Happy birthday dear!
Glad to hear her voice in the midnight. But she's sleepy. Pity her..but I just can't get enough of her. I miss her..damn much.. Anybody, please tell her that I need her. Or perhaps I should just sleep, dreaming about her..hmmmm. Anyway, I wish her a happily,cherish life and to stay in healthy always. Saya sayang sama kamu. :)


To needs trust
It require a heart that always remembering each other
When it sad, one will console it
When it happy, one will share it
In other words..
Love is two heart that tied together to shape a new heart
What ever feelings it has, they'll share

When deeply fall in love..
You will see your love face all over the places
Just like they are beside you..
You miss them..and need them..
And to believes in your lover
Will give you strength
To sacrifice, to be more good, to win everything

So when you fall in love
Appreciate it before they leave
Don't hurt them so you won't get hurt
Take care of them..
Open up your eyes, look into your heart
And the love them with all your heart
Your sincerest heart!

Just Friends VS. Best Friends

Just want to share with you guys. Perhaps, after you read this, you will notice you "level" of friendship with your friends. Try to be their best friends. Having a lot of friends make u happy!

A Just Friend says..hi,..hello,..bye,...and walks away...
A Best friend always stop by your side & asks how r u doing ??

A Just Friend has never seen you cry.
A Best friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A Just Friend thinks the friendship is over,
when you have an argument.

A Best friend knows that it's not a friendship,
until after you've had a fight.

A Just Friend hates it when you call, after he has gone to bed.
A Best friend asks you....why you took so long to call.

A Just Friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A Best friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.

A Just Friend jealous about your romantic history.
A Best friend wonders of your love story.....

A Just Friend expects you to be always there for any help.
A Best friend is always there, wherever you require any help.

A Just Friend doesn't have time in his/her busy schedule,
A Best friend always have time for you in his/her busy schedules.....

A Just Friend phones you whenever he/she has some work,
A Best friend calls you often just to hear your voice.....

A Just Friend doesnt have anything to talk to you on phone,
A Best friend doesnt know...what all to finish...

And to all my friends out there, I love you guys. Life is nothing without u guys. Let us keep on a good friendship! Spread out love to the world. May we live in peace and harmony.. viva la vida!

Death and all his friends

Politic. Yes, that's it! This song explain it..

Coldplay - Viva La Vida!

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemies eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"

One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt, and pillars of sand

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can not explain
Once you know there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world

It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in.
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People could not believe what I'd become
Revolutionaries Wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can not explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world

My Journey as a Hockey Player

Aku start main hockey time aku form 1. Under my first coach, "pak" aku belajar cara pegang kayu hoki. Cara memukul dengan tepat dan score! Pak byk bagi stamina building. Tekan tubi, lari sekeliling padang, macam2 lagi lah. Semua stamina building tu ditingkatkan dari hari ke hari. Spt tekan tubi contohnye, hari ni 20. Besok 30, lusa 40..tapi taklah hari2 naik. Mau pengsan kat situ gak la. Hahaha. Taktikal die bagi penekanan last sket.

Tapi yang aku sedar, mmg stamina kena tinggi. Barulah fit and can catch up with the game pace. Tapi kejap je die ajar..sbb mase aku form 2, ade cikgu sejarah aku gatal2 amek alih. Die tak tau ape. Yg tau nak bg arahan je. memang kitorang "jem" abes la! Pencapaian terbaik team sekolah aku time aku main tu ialah third place dlm kejohanan daerah. Tapi aku jadi pemain gantian je. Hehehe..

Time aku form 4 & 5 aku kat mrsm. Tahu tak kawan2? Hoki lelaki takde! Hoki perempuan ade sangat! Ceh! Berkubur bakat aku. Chewah~ Ngeh3..

Masuk mmu. Yeay! Ade hoki. Hepinye. Aku pun masuklah team hockey mmu. From my first year lagi tau. Kat sini ade coach namenye Mr. Bala. Sape kenal? Angkat tangan! Budak2 hoki mmu mesti kenal. Hehehe. Setakat aku training ngan die. Takde stamina building gila2 lah. Sikit2 je. Kadang2 tak buat langsung. Passing bola sket, pastu terus match. Yang dah teror main hoki boleh la. Ade kawan2 aku yang wakil daerah la, negerilah. Bolehla..tapi aku? Takpe. Aku main je! Mula dari bawah. Lame2 ok lah.

When I was in my first year, kejohanan first sekali yg aku sertai ialah Inter-faculty. Of course lah aku main untuk Fosee. Kitorang junior wei. Kena belasah la ngan team2 yg senior. Hehehe. Pastu aku pergi ke Usm penang, masuk Kejohanan hoki kat sana. Tak kemana pun team mmu. Yela..lawan yang teror2 sume. Uniten, TNB, byk lagi lah. Time tu tau tak aku jadi ape? Aku jadi substitute je! Kuang3~

My Hockey Stick

My second year. Aku tak aktif sgt. Tak masuk ape2 pun kejohanan. When I was in third year, kejohanan yang aku masuk, yang kat Usm tu lah. Masum ade. Tapi tak pernah masuk. Yela. Buat time sem 3. Dah la busy. Hmm..setakat itu sajalah my journey as a hockey player setakat ini. Now, I'm in the 4th year. How would it be for this sem? Nak main lagi ke? Ntah. Sekarang ni tengah pikir nak main lagi. Nak lebih baik dari previous. Mungkin juga tahun last aku mempunyai kesempatan untuk bermain hoki..kat mmu nih. Yela..nanti bile dah final year, busy lah. Industrial training, final year project.

Inspired by a football quote by adidas:
"Don't try to be a new Kaka or new Messi.
Because you cannot be. You cannot be the new.
You must be yourself!!"

Viva la Vida!

Esh pote de durghski ti amof --> sape faham?aku blanje kfc!

Coldplay recently has launched their new album entitled Viva la Vida! or death and all his friends.
The concept of this album is really different from their previous album. The idea of this album is about - anti violent,cruel politics that "hidden" in this world. I mean, something like America and it's violences.

Violet Hill - Coldplay

Was a long and dark December
From the rooftops i remember
There was snow
White snow

Clearly I remember
From the windows they were watching
While we froze down below

When the future's architectured
By a carnival of idiots on show
You'd better lie low

If you love me
Won't you let me know?

Was a long and dark December
When the banks became cathedrals
And the fog
Became God

Priests clutched onto bibles
Hollowed out to fit their rifles
And the cross was held aloft

Bury me in armor
When I'm dead and hit the ground
A love back home unfolds

If you love me
Won't you let me know?

I don't want to be a soldier
That a captain of some sinking ship
Would stow, far below

So if you love me
Why'd you let me go?

I took my love down to violet hill
There we sat in snow
All that time she was silent still

So if you love me
Won't you let me know?

If you love me,
Won't you let me know?

Hear a Preview!

Nak cuti!

Mungkin post ni takde org bace kot.hehe

Akhirnye..dah abes exams. Kini yg tinggal hya tggu result je! Thermo mcm sgt2 susah. Nak wat cane lagi. Kite dah usaha. Tawakkal la pasni. Mintak doa kat tuhan bebanyak. Ameen.

Kwn2. sy tak sihat kebelakangan ni. Dlm masa yg tak sihat ni kena bace gak utk last paper - Energy technologies. Huhu..mmg tak prepare sgt la. Tp tadi time jwb, lain pulak jadinye! 70% yg kuar sume ade dlm tutorial. Aiseh..senang la pulak. Nak sekeh je lecture wat sng2. Hahaha. Tp takpe, bagus gak die wat camtu. Ade hikmah disebaliknye...despite aku demam,takleh bace byk sgt utk energy,tbe2 kua soalan mudah. Alhamdulillah.

Nak balik besok! Yay2! Tapi gamaknye aku pegi shah alam dulu kot. Nak ronda2 ibukota ngan kwn dan tuutt. Hehe. Sekian sahaja coretan yg tak seberapa ni. Hidup kena ceria sokmo! :D

Kau ilhamku~

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength,
While loving someone deeply gives you courage.
~Lao Tzu~

Kau ilhamku

Beribu bintang dilangit
Kini menghilang
Meraba aku dalam kelam
Rembulan mengambang
Kini makin suram
Pudar ilhamku tanpa arah

Sedetik wajahmu muncul
Dalam diam
Ada kerdipan ada sinar
Itukah bintang atau rembulan
Terima kasih kuucapkan

Izinkan ku mencuri bayangan wajahmu
Izinkan ku mencuri khayalan denganmu
Maafkanlah oh...
Andai lagu ini
Mengganggu ruangan hidupmu
Kau senyumlah oh...
Sekadar memori
Kita di arena ini
Kau ilhamku
Kau ilhamku


It has been three years. Only two years left for me to finish up my study at this university. Hmm.. suddenly I remember my memories. The joy, sorrow I had here still remains in my mind. I came out of nothing, same as everyone. Then as times pass by, we changed. Whoever we are now, we must not forget that we was once freshies! But, we are growing. The past is a learning time. With all of that experience, we define a new life. As long as it "synchronizes" with our heart, we'll follow it.

Gladly, the path that I choose is not wrong, I mean must not ever be regretted. I am proud of being a mechanical student. I proud of being seen as a future engineer. I even planed my life for 5 years from now. Who knows, someday the one who invent your car is me! Wait and see. A right decision could change anything.

Now, I'm sitting on my chair, thinking about myself. Yup, the final exams are so close. But, come on, it's just an exam. It just an obstacles ahead that we must face. Would you think, time is so fast that just about two week from now, you are already at home! Enjoying your life without regrets again. But, exams are an important obstacles to face. We can't run. We must face it! Scare and worry huh? Thinking of hardness to pass? No, you can do it. You definitely can overcome it! Just believe in your self! I pray for myself and all of my friends..hope we are victorious!

p/s: Love is wonderful. That why I'm falling in love right now!

A cat-ship TaLe

Hi! I'm "kucen". I smilezz everyday! Look! Am I?

I have a tons of friends! They all cute aren't they?

We alweyzzz spent time together! We climb the trees...

Or even watching stars together!

No one can denied our friendship!
And no one can denied that we are so cute!!

I just hopes that I will always love my friends so they would love me back. Forgive them so they could forgive me back. And all this wonderful friendship, I wish it will never end. Hope so. Together we be cutizzz foreva! Hehehe~

Kupetik bintang!

Missing someone..

There's a point in my life, where I feel totally stressed out! Despite that, sometimes I just want to run away from my life..finding peace of mind. I wish, I had a wings that could fly me to that blue sky. I wish the wind wont stop blowing till I feel so cold. I wish the night continues so that I can sleep without worry. I just wish..

Life is just like that.
Sometimes, we dream of something, but in the end we couldn't have it. But the truth is, the dreams make us happy, make us have an aim, make us stronger! Although in the end it is not fulfilled, it doesn't matter..because another dream is awaits for you..

Right now, I can't escape.
Life has to move. I can't stop. The past is history that we have to learn from it.

mY LiFe RepOrT!! ehe~

Betol kate orang, manusia ni....bila ade tak hargai, tapi bile hilang mulalah mengelabah! Ish2~


Hmm...kebetolan hujan malam ni. Nyaman~ Alhamdulillah. :D
Tapi kerja belambak2..

Rabu - 5 Question & Ans Energy Tech
Khamis - full report (format FYP) Energy Tech
Jumaat - test 2 Energy Tech
Isnin - Assignment 6 Measurement
Isnin - full report thermo
Selasa - presentation tech com - kena wat slide show
Selasa - test 2 measurement
Rabu - lab report thermo

Susahkan jadi student? :(

Tapi kena biasakan dirilah...huwaaaaaaa..mak!!nak balekkkk!!!!
Jadi kesimpulan dari ayat aku yg atas skali tu, jgn bazirkan masa. Masa itu bagaikan pedang. Setiap detik begitu berharga. Tapi kerja2 aku yg belambak2 ni bukan sbb aku bazirkan waktu, tapi lecture yg ske2 kasi kerja byk2! Tensyen!!


Aku ade kawan. Die baik. Tapi akhir2 ni aku kian jauh..wuwu~ Makin dilupakan. Mungkin silap aku gak. Selfish? Ego? Katalah ape2 pon..aku sendiri macam dah tak terlayan..sbb busy. Busy ngn kerja2, busy sbb emo, busy sbb kawan lain. (*_*)

Skg, nak jernihkan balik la! Harap2 die ceria dan sihat sokmo.
Kalau die terbaca post ni, :
"I'm truly sorry. Forgive me for being uncared."
"I'm not a perfect person either"
"Sometimes I just don't know what to do the right things..."

Jadi kesimpulannye, dari ayat aku kat atas tu, hargailah sahabat anda. Walaupun maintaining a friendship is harder than making a new friendship, but the longer it stay, the sweet the moment it will be.


Homesick!Arghhh!! Knapelah...rase mcm nak balek umah je. Malas nak g kelas. Lalala~ Rindulah masakan2 mak. Ee~bestnye! Jumpe miko-chan (my cat), anak2 buah aku dan of course my whole family!

Sbnrnye aku terpikirkan pasal ayah aku. Maklumlah..dah tua. Masuk hospital pun dah 3 kali. Sedih rasanye. Die suruh aku blajar btol, aku main2. Rasa mcm byk benda lagi yg tak buat utk die. Huhu..sementara masih ada...akan ku berbakti! I love u abah!

Kesimpulan terakhir, berdasarkan ayat aku kat atas (lagi), hargailah family anda terutamanya makn dan ayah anda. Sementara hayat dikandung badan, sayangilah mereka, berbaktilah kpd mereka. Jgnlah menyesal dihari kemudian...


Kepada sahabat2ku sekali, hargailah sesuatu dalam hidupmu. Janganlah biarkan ia terlepas suatu hari nanti. Kelak diri yg rugi. Lalala~

Life your life without regrets!

My dad said:
"Life is short, make full use of it.
So don't afraid to fall, you will win later."

My mom said:
"You got to aim to shoot the moon.
And even if you miss, you'll end it on the stars."

My best friend said:
"Make a wish, write it in a piece of paper, keep it in your wallet.
And when you forget it, read it back."

My motivator said:
"Hopes flies everywhere,
only the one who want it would dare to jump to catch it.
The one who never look to the sky to catch it, is the loser."

My teacher said:
"Sometimes there's a hope will never be granted.
It's simply because no effort to make it come true!"

I founded from the internet, and it said:
"Let's turn out the negative comment to positive one!
Never regrets what you have done, instead, try to improve it."

And I said to myself:
"No matter how many obstacles are ahead,
I definitely will overcome it!"


Yo! Wanna share a cool song. Just nice & relaxing song.

Jason Mraz - I Am Yours

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks
And I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothings going to stop me but devine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more
No more it cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
Ah la peaceful melody
Its your godforsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So i won't hesitate no more
No more it cannot wait I'm sure
Theres no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, i'm yours

I been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
So i drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
Its what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more
No more it cannot wait I'm sure
Theres no need to complicate
Our time is short
It cannot wait, I'm yours

It's Happy Line~

Who am I living for?
The cloudy days pass me by.
This weakness, this pain:
Do I feel all of it, or just a little?

I drowned myself in memories, but it didn't help.
So I'll start living for today.
But even if I'm a bit lost.

Before dawn, the twinkling stars vanished.
I wonder: are they really gone?
Or will they be back tomorrow?
Tomorrow never knows
It's Happy Line.

What should I believe in?
My life flies past me and I don't even know it.
No matter what the night brings,
Please, don't frown.

Everyone has happy faces and voices,
I wonder if I can see them.
But even if I can't laugh.

I've found my courage at last.
I saw your red eyes and I tried to laugh.
Tomorrow never knows
It's Happy Line.

I drowned myself in memories, but it didn't help.
So I'll start living for today.
But even if I'm a bit lost.

Before dawn, the twinkling stars vanished.
I wonder: are they really gone?
Or will they be back tomorrow?
Tomorrow never knows
It's Happy Line.


What I'm hoping right now is a freedom. Nothing else matter. Let's put it in an example:

I want to wake up with no alarm ringing in the morning. I'll wake when I feel I want to wake. Watch my favorite movies/dramas or playing games until I feel bored. Hanging out with friends without thinking about homework, assignment etc. Sleeps whenever I feel sleepy. Ahh..if that all just happen.

But it won't. At least until now. Doing assignments, finishing tutorials or even exams just fill all those "free time" of mine. You know how it feel? Tension!! Sometimes I just searching for some time to "lapangkan fikiran" but damn, too many work to be done!

Well, I'm not going to explain a life of a student. No need to say anything about it. We all know already la..

Although how busy I am, but I just feel comfortable. Doing all that "works" just okay. Just nothing to really tension about, although sometimes I do feel it. Maybe just boring do the same work.

Living life is to learn and experience. When learning something new, it makes us happier. Isn't?

Enough. Moe~

Let's talk about dreams.

Have you ever forget about your first dream when you entering university? How far that dream accomplished? Or you just forget it?

My first dream is I want to graduate as a successful student. As I said, life is about learning and experiencing, I want to know everything! Not only what book can teach, but the friendship, loving, leadership, sports and so on..I want to enjoy my youth!

And so, I took this phase - "Live your life to the fullest!". What's the mean of this phase (as I interpreted it) is you must treasure every single moment in your life that you think that moment will not repeat again with the same situations, emotions and thoughts that you have at that time. Knowing this, sad, happy, or whatever your feeling at that time, you will feel it - deeply inside of your heart thus you will remember it!

Fantasi boleh direalitikan~! Yeah!

Talk to the earth and it will teach you.

Kekreatifnya aku waktu kecik.

Haa..kali ni aku nak bukak kitab sejarah pasal time aku kecik2 dulu sket. Hehe..

Biasalah, budak kampung, mesti kreatif abislah. Lebih2 lagi bab2 benda yg menarik perhatian diorang. Dan aku sekali termasuk dlm golongan itu. Hehehe..

Dulu, masa aku kecik, seingat aku dari aku darjah 5 aku dah main2 dah ngan "hand tools". Dan "projek" pertama yg aku berjaya buat ialah - REBAN AYAM. Hahahaha..kreatif beb.

Cara aku buat camni ; aku guna rangka kayu yg bentuk 4 segi tapi ade kaki yg dah tak guna kat rumah aku. Aku carilah jaring2 besi yg ada, paku2 sket pastu tukul yg sesuai. Bahan dah ade, ape lagi, bertukanglah aku. Bukan senang nak buat woo..kena ukur kayu nak buat atap lagi, nak kerat jaring2 besi tu mengikut saiz yg betul, nak paku kan lagi. Aiseh..semua itu siap jugak akhirnye!

Bangga aku dapat menyiapkan REBAN AYAM pertamaku. Walaupun masa tu aku baru darjah 5! Hahaha..

Tapi..aku kena marah oleh ayah aku lepas tu. Sebab guna paku2 dan kayu2 yg ayah aku nak guna. Hahaha..Dah terkreatif sangat..nak buat macam mana lagi. Huhu..

Aku jugak agak suka bercucuk tanam. Hurm..arwah nenek aku selalu tanam pokok kat sekitar rumah. Tak kisah la pokok buah ke, sayur2 ke. Semua bedal. Hehe..kadang2 bile pokok tu mengeluarkan hasil yang byk sgt, aku juga je. Dapat gaks untungnya. Bijak tak? Haha.

Dengan member sekolah rendah aku pulak, kitorang selalu "modified" basikal. Tukar handle la, seat die la, rim sport la... Pastu letak benda2 aloi yg berwarna warni tu. Bile jumpe kawan, show off la. Pastu berlumba lah! Kalau rebah2 tu biasalah. Hehe..aku rase budak2 kampung especially laki2 mesti ada experience macam ni kan?kan?

Tapi kekretifan aku tidak akan berakhir disitu sahaja. Aku kena kreatifkan lagi! Chewah~ Mana tau suatu hari nanti aku berjaya cipta kereta guna solar power je..tak pun kereta yang boleh bertukar menjadi robot. Fantasi boleh direalitikan! (^__^)

Older = need to study more?

Everybody's changing. They follow their "yume" (dream).

Our heart must be more "stronger" than before.
Because before we are week.
Easily to be affected by surrounding.

It's simply we will think about this because are getting older.
I'm ALMOST 21. How about u?
At our stage, a small decision we make will give a big impact in the future.

Amigo! Let's chase our dreams together!

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

We study. Not because it just the nature, I mean the recycle of life - need to study to get great grades then have a well job. It's about our obligation. Obligation towards our AGAMA. Furthermore man was born with "fitrah" to know something that when that man put a lot of effort into it, he/she will discover joy and truthfulness.

Study is fun!

When the feeling to study is greater than playing games, watching movie, etc, then the words "malas" won't exist.

U know what? The main problem of why Islamic world can't grow is - LAZY. And someone said that "How can Islam defeat their enemies if solat subuh berjemaah pun susah". Pikir2kanlah. Aku pun malas, tapi at least kita kena ade kesedaran utk bertukar kpd satu perkara yg lebih elok.

Let's make the world peace! Allahuakbar!



At last, this "most tiring" week had ended. Tensionlah! I got two midterms, two labs to attend and lastly today, the mock meeting session. What a busy week. Before this, don't ever wish to see me studying day and night at anyplace, yup anyplace, but due to those midterms, labs and mock meeting, u can wish it.

The main thing is - I'm very busy with the notes (of about 100 pages) of subject Energy Technologies. But a little bit disappointed because those "thick" notes doesn't really help me in the midterm because some of the answer were never exist in the notes! answer it, u just need to be more creative and have a good background about energy technologies..that's all. Then u can think "or create" the answer by yourself.

Mock meeting

- The good thing is I can learn some basic communication skills especially when attending a meeting. Besides that, we could know each of the members closely.

Some of my teammates are really fluent in speaking English, but not me, and we value that the mock meeting was fun! Glad we have make some preparation. If not - mengelabahlah. Hehehe..

But, after this could there be any meeting for me to attend? I mean in formal - wearing formal attire and everything will dealing with formality. Could there be? I don't really think so of many chances. Because I'm an ENGINEER. =)

My teammates for the mock meeting
From left: Wan,Kerol,Atad,me,Amir,Abu,Usop,and Saiful (taking the pic)

Well, life as a student is no more than to study. And, as long as we still breathing, we are students. Making mistakes, learning from fall..all of those is the mean of learning. Some quote says " Timbalah ilmu hingga ke negeri cina". So, let's do it guys! Let's go to china! Wachaa~! Hehe.. =p

All alone..

A day when my dearest friendS leave me alone without notice..

It's 2 March 2008. This day, something happened that really torn my heart apart. It's about unfaithful friendship. I never knew I'd been ignored..until it just happened today. In past, we used to hang out together, laugh together and share stories. But it won't be the same again. They changed. They choose their path, but I'm still the same, living here - in a same ordinary life.

Haa...what a life. Now, I just feel like I'm losing all my "kawan rapat". Either they are here or elsewhere. Before this moment, everything is good, smooth and happy! But, day after day, those good relationship is being "poisoned"....I'm lost.

Well, everybody's changing. The future, it's our job to color it. Bad or good, it depends on our will of heart. And to my friends and future becoming friends, I just want to say - After this, let we turn out to be more respectful and put more BELIEVES in our friends, let spread out love to the world.

WilL of HearT

I'm just sick of these. I can't take it..maybe not anymore. It's hard for me to see a "fake". No need to pretend, just be yourself. Love the way u are so u can love others. - It's over.

+ThAnK yOu+

To my most precious "tomodachi"..

When you far apart
There are less things to talk about
It's like our memory slowly disappearing away....

I realize a thing..
How much that precious moment meant to me
It's irreplaceable!
Every single moment, conversation that we had
I never knew how meaningful it was until I miss those now..

What lies behind us,
and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us



The 11th single from YUI. This Japanese female guitarist always named her song by English words. She also use English words in some part of her song. But this 11th single is different. Totally different! No words in English could be find in this song and of course the title - NAMIDAIRO. The saddest song ever composed by YUI. Give a try....just hear it....


Kirawareteiru you na ki ga shiteta kaerimichi
Miageta heya no akari ima donna kimochi de iru no darou?

Kenka ni nareba sugu ayamaru yowakute anata wa zurui hito

Namidairo koe ga kikoenai yoru wa
Komarasete shimau hodo wagamama ni naritai
Daijoubu sou itte mita kedo
Sonna hazu nai desho…

Mizu tamari ni utsuru kanashii kao minareteiru
Muri iwanai tsumori wakatteru kara kurushiku naru no

Yasashiku sareru to naketekuru yappari anata wa zurui hito

Namidairo koe ga kikoenai yoru wa
Komarasete shimau hodo wagamama ni naritai
Daijoubu sou itte mita kedo
Sonna hazu nai desho…

Anata no mae ja uso tsuki yo
Kizuite hoshii to omotteiru no
Sonna ni tsuyoi wake ja nai kara ne atashi

Namida kobosanai kimeteita no ni
Komarasete shimau yo ne? wagamama ni narenai

Daijoubu? Nante mata kiku kedo
Sonna hazu nai desho…


I feel like being disliked on my way home
Looking up at the light of your room
I wonder what you're feeling right now

When we get into a fight you apologize immediately
You're such a weak and sly person

During nights when my tear-stained voice cannot be heard
I want to be so selfish I'd become a nuisance to you
I tried saying that I'm alright but
There's no way that's possible, don't you think?

I got used to seeing the reflection of my sad face in the puddle
I won't ask for the impossible, I know that, that's why it becomes painful

Whenever you get treated gently you start crying
You’re such a sly person after all

During nights when my tear-stained voice cannot be heard
I want to be so selfish I'd become a nuisance to you
I tried saying that I'm alright but
There's no way that's possible, don't you think?

In front of you I’m such a liar
I keep thinking “I wish you'd notice it”
Because I’m not that strong at all, you know?

Even though I had decided not to let my tears fall
I'm still troubling you, right? I can’t be selfish

You ask me again if everything's alright, but..
There's no way that's possible, don't you think?

Want it?

What to say... I found from a web, the song meaning:

The two had a fight and she's on her way home. Outside she looks back to his window and sees the light in his room, wondering what he's feeling right now. He always apologizes directly after an argument and acts like nothing happened, but it still keeps bothering her and she's crying alone at nights wishing she could be selfish and tell him that she's hurt. He does ask her if she's alright and of course she answers she's alright, but it should be obvious that she's not alright at all. Since she doesn't want to be selfish and be a nuisance to him, she keeps lying to him and herself.


p/s: Everyone has their own "taste" in music. My tendency is to go for Japanese. It's kinda interesting, coz can learn Japanese at the same time. If u don't like it, so like yours. :D
DO what you LOVE, LOVE what you DO.

++LiFE++ I can CHANGE my LiFE!!

Doro darake yo najimenai tokai de
onaji you ni waraenai utsumuite aruita no
isogiashi de surechigau hitotachi
"yume wa kanaimashita ka?" atashi mada mogaiteru

In the city I'm not used to that's full of dirt,
I can't laugh the same and I walked with my head down
People pass by in a quick pace
I ask "has their dreams come true?" But I'm still struggling

kodomo no koro ni modoru yori mo ima wo umaku ikite mitai yo
kowagari wa umaretsuki

I want to try living in the present
rather than returning to my childhood
It's my nature to be a coward

hi no ataru basho ni dete ryoute wo hirogete mita nara
ano sora koete yukeru kana? nante omotta n' da

If I go to a sunny spot and stretch my arms out,
I wonder if I can go beyond the sky
that's what I thought

tobidatsu tame no tsubasa sore wa mada mienai
kantan ni ikanai kara ikite yukeru

The wings I use to fly away are still invisible
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living

nureta koinu hiroiageta dake de
chotto waraechau hodo namida ga koborete kita
ai saretai ai saretai bakari
atashi itte ita yo ne motomeru dake ja dame ne

I just picked up a wet puppy
and for a while, I laughed so much that tears spilled
"I want to be loved, I just want to be loved"
is what I said. It's no good just to ask for it

kodomo no koro ni modoru yori mo ima wo umaku ikite mitai yo
kowagari wa umaretsuki

I want to try living in the present
rather than returning to my childhood
It's my nature to be a coward

hi no ataru basho ni dete kono te wo tsuyoku nigitte mita
ano basho ano toki wo kowashite I can change my life

I went to a sunny spot and tried holding your hand tightly
I will destroy that place, that time so I can change my life

demo kokoro no naka subete wo totemo tsutaekirenai
kantan ni ikanai kara ikite yukeru

But I really can't express everything that's in my heart
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living

hi no ataru basho ni dete chizu wo hirogete miru kedo
I know... You know... mayoimichi mo shikata nai
I can change my life

I went to a sunny spot and spread out my map, but
I know... You know... that even the path of doubts can't be helped
I can change my life

sugite kita hibi zenbu de ima no atashi nan da yo
kantan ni ikanai kara ikite yukeru

All the days that have passed make up the me that's here now
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living