+ThAnK yOu+

To my most precious "tomodachi"..


When you far apart
There are less things to talk about
It's like our memory slowly disappearing away....

I realize a thing..
How much that precious moment meant to me
It's irreplaceable!
Every single moment, conversation that we had
I never knew how meaningful it was until I miss those now..


What lies behind us,
and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us

Arigatou..tomodachi..

Namidairo~~

The 11th single from YUI. This Japanese female guitarist always named her song by English words. She also use English words in some part of her song. But this 11th single is different. Totally different! No words in English could be find in this song and of course the title - NAMIDAIRO. The saddest song ever composed by YUI. Give a try....just hear it....


Namidairo

Kirawareteiru you na ki ga shiteta kaerimichi
Miageta heya no akari ima donna kimochi de iru no darou?

Kenka ni nareba sugu ayamaru yowakute anata wa zurui hito

Namidairo koe ga kikoenai yoru wa
Komarasete shimau hodo wagamama ni naritai
Daijoubu sou itte mita kedo
Sonna hazu nai desho…

Mizu tamari ni utsuru kanashii kao minareteiru
Muri iwanai tsumori wakatteru kara kurushiku naru no

Yasashiku sareru to naketekuru yappari anata wa zurui hito

Namidairo koe ga kikoenai yoru wa
Komarasete shimau hodo wagamama ni naritai
Daijoubu sou itte mita kedo
Sonna hazu nai desho…

Anata no mae ja uso tsuki yo
Kizuite hoshii to omotteiru no
Sonna ni tsuyoi wake ja nai kara ne atashi

Namida kobosanai kimeteita no ni
Komarasete shimau yo ne? wagamama ni narenai

Daijoubu? Nante mata kiku kedo
Sonna hazu nai desho…


Translated

I feel like being disliked on my way home
Looking up at the light of your room
I wonder what you're feeling right now

When we get into a fight you apologize immediately
You're such a weak and sly person

During nights when my tear-stained voice cannot be heard
I want to be so selfish I'd become a nuisance to you
I tried saying that I'm alright but
There's no way that's possible, don't you think?

I got used to seeing the reflection of my sad face in the puddle
I won't ask for the impossible, I know that, that's why it becomes painful

Whenever you get treated gently you start crying
You’re such a sly person after all

During nights when my tear-stained voice cannot be heard
I want to be so selfish I'd become a nuisance to you
I tried saying that I'm alright but
There's no way that's possible, don't you think?

In front of you I’m such a liar
I keep thinking “I wish you'd notice it”
Because I’m not that strong at all, you know?

Even though I had decided not to let my tears fall
I'm still troubling you, right? I can’t be selfish

You ask me again if everything's alright, but..
There's no way that's possible, don't you think?

Want it?

What to say... I found from a web, the song meaning:

The two had a fight and she's on her way home. Outside she looks back to his window and sees the light in his room, wondering what he's feeling right now. He always apologizes directly after an argument and acts like nothing happened, but it still keeps bothering her and she's crying alone at nights wishing she could be selfish and tell him that she's hurt. He does ask her if she's alright and of course she answers she's alright, but it should be obvious that she's not alright at all. Since she doesn't want to be selfish and be a nuisance to him, she keeps lying to him and herself.

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p/s: Everyone has their own "taste" in music. My tendency is to go for Japanese. It's kinda interesting, coz can learn Japanese at the same time. If u don't like it, so like yours. :D
DO what you LOVE, LOVE what you DO.

++LiFE++ I can CHANGE my LiFE!!

Doro darake yo najimenai tokai de
onaji you ni waraenai utsumuite aruita no
isogiashi de surechigau hitotachi
"yume wa kanaimashita ka?" atashi mada mogaiteru

In the city I'm not used to that's full of dirt,
I can't laugh the same and I walked with my head down
People pass by in a quick pace
I ask "has their dreams come true?" But I'm still struggling

kodomo no koro ni modoru yori mo ima wo umaku ikite mitai yo
kowagari wa umaretsuki


I want to try living in the present
rather than returning to my childhood
It's my nature to be a coward

hi no ataru basho ni dete ryoute wo hirogete mita nara
ano sora koete yukeru kana? nante omotta n' da

If I go to a sunny spot and stretch my arms out,
I wonder if I can go beyond the sky
that's what I thought

tobidatsu tame no tsubasa sore wa mada mienai
kantan ni ikanai kara ikite yukeru


The wings I use to fly away are still invisible
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living

nureta koinu hiroiageta dake de
chotto waraechau hodo namida ga koborete kita
ai saretai ai saretai bakari
atashi itte ita yo ne motomeru dake ja dame ne


I just picked up a wet puppy
and for a while, I laughed so much that tears spilled
"I want to be loved, I just want to be loved"
is what I said. It's no good just to ask for it

kodomo no koro ni modoru yori mo ima wo umaku ikite mitai yo
kowagari wa umaretsuki


I want to try living in the present
rather than returning to my childhood
It's my nature to be a coward

hi no ataru basho ni dete kono te wo tsuyoku nigitte mita
ano basho ano toki wo kowashite I can change my life


I went to a sunny spot and tried holding your hand tightly
I will destroy that place, that time so I can change my life

demo kokoro no naka subete wo totemo tsutaekirenai
kantan ni ikanai kara ikite yukeru

But I really can't express everything that's in my heart
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living

hi no ataru basho ni dete chizu wo hirogete miru kedo
I know... You know... mayoimichi mo shikata nai
I can change my life

I went to a sunny spot and spread out my map, but
I know... You know... that even the path of doubts can't be helped
I can change my life

sugite kita hibi zenbu de ima no atashi nan da yo
kantan ni ikanai kara ikite yukeru

All the days that have passed make up the me that's here now
It's because it's not simple that I can go on living

bLeACh!!

Konichiwa! These are some of my bleach wallpapers. Just wanna share with you. If u like it, enjoy it. If don't, so don't lah. Aiseh... Bleach is the best. It's rock! Just click! Have a nice days~


Urahara Kisuke with his zanpaktou - Benihime

Kuchiki Byakuya's bankai release - Senbonzakura Kageyoshi

Abarai Renji, Kuchiki Byakuya, Kurosaki Ichigo, Ichimaru Gin, Hitsugaya Toushiro

Kurosaki Ichigo hidden hollow show off

Sweet Kuchiki Rukia. :p

Sixth espada - Grimmjov Jangerjak

The name of Ichimaru Gin zanpaktou

Inner hollow of Kurosaki Ichigo

Kusajishii Yachiru - kawaii~

"We have no form, therefore we fear it, and because we are formless, we revere it. Thus we are slain" - Bleach Ep 001

Kuchiki Rukia give her "shinigami power" to Kurosaki Ichigo

Lolipop~